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What is the force that binds the stars, I wore this mask to hide my scars


September 11th, 2009

Windowsills. @ 11:15 pm

I've been loved numerous times in my life - probably on more occasions earlier in my love life rather than more recently.

Got a striking flashback of being in a hotel room almost three years ago, a small CD player sitting on a bed made clean and white, pressed against a window in which I sat with the love of a lifetime, drinking red wine sangria and surrendering my sensibilities.  Calling the cats hanging out on the fire escape, feeling the unseasonably warm November air around us, and being able to lose myself in every second of every moment.

I don't think I've ever been happier.
 
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From:capnduffle
Date:September 12th, 2009 06:16 am (UTC)
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You'll feel that again, someday. Chin up.
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From:sdaemon
Date:September 12th, 2009 08:42 pm (UTC)
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last year, in rhode island, with a girl who was everything I wanted, ever.

shit ain't fair.

What is the force that binds the stars, I wore this mask to hide my scars